Growing Up is Harder Than It Looks – Chapter Five

Growing Up is Harder Than It Looks – Chapter Five.

“So your mom and I have a bit more shopping to do before tomorrow” Emily’s aunt said to her as she came down the stairs, “I think Sarah and Susie were talking about maybe seeing movie with you and by the time the movie is over, we should just about be finished with our shopping and then we can meet back here and then go to Christmas Eve service.” Both Emily and her mom as well as her aunt and cousins went to church twice a year, on Christmas Eve and Easter.

“What movie were you thinking about seeing?” Emily asked her cousins.

“Have you seen Anchorman 2?” Susie asked.

“Oh no I haven’t” Emily said. “I really liked the first one though so I definitely want to see it.”

“Perfect, there is a movie in forty-five minutes so we should probably get going” Susie said.

So the three of them headed to garage and go in the car and Sarah began driving to the movie. After seeing her cousins smoking this morning, Emily was again suspicious about the cause of her cousin’s car smelling like smoke.

“So when you said earlier that the person who own the car before you smoked so you let your mom smoke in the car, was that a lie? Does it smell like smoke because you two smoke in here?” Emily asked.

“Well, the person who owned the car before us did smoke, but ya, the reason it smells so strong in here is because pretty much every time we drive somewhere we usually smoke,” Sarah said. “Like I don’t always think about smoking, but when I get in the car and it smells like smoke, it makes me think about smoking, so I just have one, and whenever I have one Susie joins me.”

“Why did you start?” Emily asked trying to put the pieces together of her cousins smoking.

“You know how my mom always has a bunch of open packs of cigarettes all over the house, so one day about six months ago, when she was out we were curious, and so we tried one. We were both exactly like you this morning, we coughed up a storm and thought it was horrible.” Sarah started to explain. “About a week later we had some friends over and we were playing truth or dare, and Susie dared me to smoke a cigarette, and then I dared her and we all ended up smoking one, and this time it wasn’t as bad, but still I never planned on smoking again. However, about a week later, a new guy started working at the restaurant I work at and I thought he was so cute. He was a couple years older, and I was having a hard time getting him to notice me, until I saw him going out and taking a smoking break. So I decided to take a pack of my mom’s cigarettes to work on my next shift and when he went out for a smoke, I would go out with him. Before my next shift though, I smoked like 5 more cigarettes because I didn’t want to look like an idiot coughing in front of him. Well, after joining him on smoking breaks for about a week, I realized he was a total asshole, but by then, I was actually really enjoying smoking. Customers at the restaurant are always mad about something or need something else, so the five minutes I stepped outside to smoke quickly turned into the greatest part of my shift. In the beginning I went a little crazy and it got to the point that I was smoking almost a pack a day.”

“And of course Sarah tells me everything, so when she first started going out on smoking breaks with the guy from work, she would come home and tell me all about it and eventually she started just telling me about how much she liked smoking,” Susie said. “So I started smoking with her occasionally when she would have one at home and soon started to enjoy it and like her went a little crazy and was smoking a lot. At this point since we were both smoking so much, of course our mom noticed, though she didn’t care. Just one night when she went out, she asked if we wanted to join her for a cigarette. When we both looked surprised at her she asked us if we really didn’t think she’d notice. She just asked us to be careful, because she didn’t want us to be so addicted, twenty years down the road it would be impossible for us to quit like it’s impossible for her. So at that point we cut down, and now we only have a couple on most days, but occasionally we will still have some random days when we go crazy and smoke a lot.”

“How do you get all these cigarettes? Like when you guys were smoking so much, you didn’t think your mom would notice all the missing packs?” Emily asked.

“Well I’m 18, so I can buy them,” Sarah said. “But mostly now that mom knows, she pretty much buys an extra pack for us whenever she buys one for her.”

Emily sat there for a minute quietly trying to process everything. She didn’t know how she felt about her cousins smoking. Heck she didn’t even know what she thought about smoking in general anymore. She of course always knew her aunt smoked, and knew her mom smoked when she was with her sister when they were together, but never thought of the possibility of her cousins smoking, or herself ever trying a cigarette. She knew the enjoyment her mom got from smoking, but hated the possibility of being dependent like her aunt is, she would hate to see her cousins end up like that. Though her cousins seemed so old this morning when they were standing outside enjoying a morning smoke.

As Emily’s mind continued to try and ponder everything she had learned this morning about her cousins, they arrived at the movie theater and the three of them go out of the car and headed into the theater. Emily had been very excited to see Anchorman 2 after having really enjoyed the first one, though it turned out to be a little bit of a disappointment of her. Though it had funny part, overall she thought it was a little out there and slow at times.

When the girls got home they quickly changed into their church clothes and then left with their moms for the even mass. All five of them thought the service was a bit long and were happy when it finally ended so they could go get some dinner. After a nice dinner at home, the three girls helped cleanup and the girls headed into the living room to watch Rudolf. About halfway through the movie, the girls shifted from sitting on the couch to laying in there sleeping bags and Emily felt the weight of her eyes gaining with each passing minute. Afraid she could fall asleep at any moment, Emily knew she had to go put on a Goodnite.

As she stood up and headed upstairs to change, Sarah wondering why she’d be randomly going upstairs during the movie asked, “where are you going?’

“Uh just going to use the bathroom” Emily replied hoping her cousin would catch on and not ask why she wasn’t using the bathroom downstairs 15 feet away from them.

Unfortunately, Sarah was not thinking about Emily’s bedwetting and confusedly said, “you know there is one right there?”

Emily blushed and paused, not wanting to have to explicating state she was going to put on her Goodnite in case she fell asleep so she didn’t pee all over her cousins sleeping bag. Luckily for her after a few seconds of looking awkwardly at her cousin, Sarah caught on, and awkwardly said “oh, right, ya I get it, sorry.”

Life with her cousins seemed to be one awkward experience about her wetting after another. It was completely unintentional by her cousins, yet they seemed to always find a way to either bring it up, or ruin her attempts to be sly. Emily hurriedly grabbed a Goodnite from her suitcase, went to the bathroom and put it on and headed back downstairs. Emily hated stairs when she was in a Goodnite as the crinkling seemed to be impossible to control. Emily had almost mastered the correct way to walk in a Goodnite on flat group to minimize the noise, but on stairs she had no luck. As she came back in and laid down, it was only a matter of minutes before she fell asleep, making her all the more grateful she decided to go get changed.

“Emily get up! Emily get up!” Sarah said louder and louder while shaking Emily.

Slowly Emily drifted out of her sleep and started to wake up, “is it time for presents?” She groggily mumbled.

“No it’s the middle of the night still” Sarah said angrily “you forgot to put on your stupid diaper thing and peed everywhere! It got all over the carpet and spread to where I was sleeping and I woke up covered in your pee!”

At the sound of this Emily shot up, immediately wide awake, burning with embarrassment. She quickly thought back to last night trying to think of how she forgot to put on a Goodnite, but then remembered going upstairs and the conversation she had with Sarah. “Wait, what?” She asked confused. “I put it on last night, remember I went upstairs and changed and you asked where I was going.”

“What are you talking about?” Sarah said looking confused at her cousin. “We never talked last night, I fell asleep as soon as the movie started. I have no idea what you are talking about. Look around, look at the giant spot on the carpet, look at your clothes, look at my clothes, you forgot to put on your diaper!”

“It’s a goodnite!” Emily said angrily at her cousin tired of her calling it a diaper. “And I put it on! See!” Emily said as she pulled her pants down, but unfortunately, the only thing Emily revealed when she pulled down her pants was dripping underwear sticking to her body. Emily looked down horrified and then looked around the room seeing the giant mess she created. Emily didn’t know how it was possible, she knew she had put on her Goodnite, how had this happened. Even more surprisingly Emily couldn’t believe the mess she made, almost her entire body was covered in pee as well as a her sleeping bag was completely soaked through leaving a giant circle in the carpet at least four feet wide going all the way to where Sarah was sleeping and leaving a giant wet spot all over the back of her shirt.

With all the noise, Susie woke up and looked around to see what all the noise was. Immediately she noticed her soaking wet cousin and sister and the giant wet spot on the ground. “Oh my God Emily. What did you do?”

“I umm, I don’t know” Emily said still confused as to how this happened. “I guess I forgot to put on my Goodnite.”

“How could you forget Emily? We wear one every night!” Susie said with a tone of disbelief and disappointment.

“We?” Emily asked.

“Ya we” Sarah said, and both her and Susie pulled down their pants revealing a full Goodnite on each of them. “We remember to put on our Goodnites and unlike you we didn’t get pee anywhere.”

Emily stood there with her mouth wide open, so confused on what was going on. She couldn’t say a word, she just kept looking around the room, so confused as to what was going on. Suddenly she felt a stream heading down her leg and heard Sarah scream, “Emily STOP!!! You’re peeing again all over this room! Stop! Go to the bathroom! What are you doing! You’re being everywhere! STOP! STOP! STOP! STOP! STOP!”

“STOP!” Emily screamed as she shot up in her sleeping bag. Suddenly it was dark in the room again, Emily looked around for a moment and then felt a huge sense of relief, it had all been a dream, a terrible dream.

“Stop what? What’s wrong Emily?” Susie worriedly asked after being awoken by her cousin screaming.

“Sorry Susie” Emily whispered, “It was only a bad dream.”

“Okay, sleep well” Susie said, rolling over and going back to bed.

As Emily laid back down she was comforted by the feeling a full Goodnite forcing a little extra space between her legs. Emily looked up the clock and noticed it was only 1:30. She laid there for a moment trying to fall back asleep, but knew it wouldn’t happen. For one, Emily knew she was going to sleep for another six hours and would definitely wet again and knew her Goodnite couldn’t hold another wetting, but more importantly Emily had a terrible time falling back sleep to a full Goodnite. It seemed like every position she got into was disturbed by the extra weight and space it caused between her legs. Emily, still paranoid by her dream, slowly reached down between her legs and gave her Goodnite a squeeze just to reassure herself she was actually wearing. However, what Emily felt made her heart drop in her chest. Though she definitely felt an extremely full Goodnite, when she gave a squeeze she could feel still warm pee leak out her Goodnite and became increasing aware of a puddle she was laying in. She must have just been soaking herself during that bad dream and herself conscious was telling her body she was soaking so much she was leaking everywhere.

Emily slowly crawled out of her sleeping bag, and to her despair with each little movement she made, more and more fresh, warm pee was squeeze out her Goodnite and into the sleeping bag. Emily tried to move as slow as possible to avoid waking either of her cousins back up and alerting them of the mess she had made. They were already going to be grossed out that she peed all over one of their sleeping bags, they didn’t have to find out when they were tired and cranky. Emily eventually slipped out of the sleeping bag, picking it up, and slowly waddling upstairs. When she got to Sarah’s room she closed the door, turned on the light and inspected the damage. She was completely soaked and the inside of the sleeping bag was also almost completely soaked. Luckily the sleeping bag was waterproof so the carpet downstairs was fine. Looking at both herself and the sleeping bag Emily began to cry. Still crying she grabbed a fresh pair of pants, and a new Goodnite out her bag. Emily slowing removed her sticky wet pants and then slid down her soaking Goodnite which after a little help to get started, easily slid down her legs on its own due to its heavy weight. Emily then walked over to the bathroom that was attached to Sarah’s room and cleaned herself up a little bit with some wet toilet paper. After cleaning herself up she slid on her new Goodnite and looked at herself in the mirror. There she stood, a 16 year old girl crying in nothing but a t-shirt and Goodnite, and knew she was a baby.

Suddenly she heard a knock on the door, and saw Sarah come walking in. “Is everything okay Emily?”

Emily just continued to cry for a minute and Sarah quickly figured out what had happened as she saw Emily’s soaking clothes, Goodnite, and sleeping bag at her feet. She walked over to Emily and gave her a nice long hug and then said with a comforting smile, “everything is okay. I will wash the sleeping bag and your clothes in the morning and for now, you are all dry, so just put on some pants we can go get some sleep.”

Emily just looked at her cousin and gave her another big hug and said “I love you.” This was by far the worst wetting experience she had ever had with her cousins, and yet Sarah treated her with so much, love, kindness, and respect, Emily felt okay about it. Immediately she no longer felt like crying baby, but simply felt like herself.

Sarah handed Emily the pants she had pulled out from her bag, and Emily quickly put them on. Then Sarah walked over to her closet and grabbed out some blankets for Emily to use and they headed back downstairs and went to bed. It was now 2:00 and after a few minutes of lying there, Emily easily drifted back to sleep and this time didn’t dream of accidents, but of the presents she was going to open in just a few hours.

The End of Growing Up is Harder Than It Looks – Chapter Five.

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