Mimis struggle – Chapter Fourteen
The two of them had just started dinner when Ally walked in, much to Mimi’s disappointment. She was about to excuse herself and leave, but then she guessed there would be no point. Eventually Ally was going to see her walking around in diapers, and until she could bring her plan to fruition she was just going to have to get used to it. Her mom’s cooking was actually pretty good too, so she figured she might as well stay and get it over with.
Of course Ally noticed immediately. The chair Mimi was sitting on was fairly simple and had little backing, so her diaper stuck right out. She leant forward into her food in an attempt to ignore her sister, but it proved very difficult since she could tell that Ally was standing right behind her, probably pretending to be doing something else whilst actually taking a good look.
In reality Ally didn’t need to take that good a look because she had known ahead of time that Mimi would probably be showing her diapers. Her mother had already talked to Ally about the situation, and told her that she should try and make her sister feel as comfortable as possible with it. Of course Ally had feigned complete sympathy and understanding; agreeing with her mother that it was definitely the best course of action for Mimi’s own good. All she needed was a quick glance to confirm that her mother had actually gone through with it and she was happy.
The two girls said nothing to each other throughout dinner, which was fairly normal, only now it felt twice as awkward for Mimi. She didn’t need to hear anything; the look on Ally’s face said it all.
And things only got worse. Towards the end of dinner their father walked in early from work. It didn’t happen very often and so the whole family were pleasantly surprised. Except Mimi that is, who would have loved to jump up and embrace her father but instead just hung her head further in shame. Why me? She lamented to herself before turning around to smile at her father. It was no use being rude after all. He returned the smile in a normal fashion before taking his place at the table, clearly happy to be able to share a belated meal with his wife and children.
Now that it was clear that everyone had had a good view of her underwear, Mimi saw no point in hiding away any longer. As soon as dinner was over she wasted no time in standing up in front of everyone and walking out of the room, oblivious to any stares she may have gotten. Once she was out of sight she silently cursed herself for not checking to make sure she was dry first. Fortunately she was; being wet would have been too much to bear on top of everything else that had happened.
The sound of footsteps growing nearer made Mimi rush to get to her room, but before she could clumsily turn the handle on her door she felt a calming voice behind her.
“Hey sweetie.” Her father said, pressing his hand to her shoulder. Mimi slowly turned around and casually returned the gesture.
“Thank you for the birthday present.”
“Oh, it was nothing. Something mom picked out.”
“Your birthday is coming up soon you know…” By now Mimi realised that the idle talk was just hiding something more. She could sense genuine concern from her father as he looked down at her.
“Mimi, where are your pants?”
“Mom took them, I…” Mimi couldn’t finish her sentence, let alone think of anything worth saying. Instead she hung her head and shuffled her feet.
“Ah I see. She did say something about doing that a little while ago.”
Mimi wanted to feel rage against her father, after all if he knew what mom was planning then why didn’t he warn her? Maybe she could have avoided it? But she just couldn’t bring herself to get mad. She knew her father cared deeply for her and would only do what her thought was best.
“Things not going too great in there, huh?” He tried to say with a hint of light-heartedness. Mimi just shook her head in confirmation.
“Well I want you to know that there’s nothing to be ashamed of. You’re still the same little girl to me.”
Mimi felt comforted by her father’s words, even if she did get the impression that he sometimes treated her like a child. The two of them hugged for a short while until Mimi finally pulled away in order to enter her room. It was taking everything she had not to pee.
During the next few days things didn’t go so well for Mimi. She was finding it increasingly hard to adjust to so many changes in her life that seemed to have come all at once. Never being let out of diapers was becoming a real drag; she never imagined just how much those few minutes of panties really helped her self esteem. It was like now she had nothing to look forward to, no reason to try and come home from school dry.
Mimi was trying very hard to get used to having her diapers showing though, to act like it wasn’t a problem so that Ally wouldn’t have anything against her. However, the process was slow. Whenever she started to feel a little bit more comfortable, something would happen to take it all away.
Like one night she decided to stop hiding in her room and actually come down and be sociable. She figured that sooner or later she would have to face living normally and that meant getting over her own embarrassment. Talking to her father had helped a lot. In a way he was right, she had nothing to be ashamed of. Well, apart from the fact that she was using her diapers mostly on purpose and so everything that had happened was all her fault… but her mom and Ally didn’t know that. There was no reason why she couldn’t at least pretend like she had nothing to be ashamed about.
Both her mom and Ally had been just sitting in the front room talking about fairly uninteresting stuff, which was a normal situation in the house. Often Mimi would also have the same conversations with her mom, or even on rare occasions Ally. She guessed that maybe her family just had more in common with each other than she wanted to admit. That and they didn’t have cable.
So there they were, chatting away in the living room when Mimi decided it would be a good time to join them. She wanted to make sure she appeared casual, as though she wasn’t actually hiding any embarrassment or anger whilst at the same time being subtle and not bringing attention to her self. It was going to be tricky; no matter where she wanted to sit she would have to walk right in between them both and potentially disrupt the conversation.
Not if I just play it cool, Mimi thought as she strolled nonchalantly into the room.
Immediately all eyes turned to her ruining any confidence or nonchalance that she had just built up. The two conspirators watched in scrutiny as Mimi awkwardly bungled her way slowly across the room, crinkling loudly with every overly cautious step.
As soon as Mimi had passed through their line of sight she allowed herself to relax a little. Even though she knew that her mom and Ally had turned their heads to follow her the whole way, she at least couldn’t see them now which gave her some comfort. The goal was only a few short steps away; all she had to do was stroll up to the sofa and sit down beside her sister and the whole ordeal would be over.
Mimi froze as she felt a tug on of her diaper. It would seem that her mother had taken the opportunity to steal a quick check whilst Mimi’s back was turned.
“Mom… what are you doing…” Mimi tried to scream as tears welled up in her eyes. She had really given this whole diaper showing thing a good go, but since no one was making the slightest effort to make it easy for her, it was quickly becoming too much to bear.
“Sorry dear, I guess it was just force of habit!”
“I thought the whole point of this was so that you wouldn’t have to…” At this point Mimi was unable to continue her outburst because, well, the first and most obvious reason was that she suddenly burst into tears. This was accompanied by, or may have been because of, the second reason: she flooded her diaper.
“Oh Mimi, there really is no need to get all worked up about it.” Her mom said in response to the scene she was making. “It’s just one little accident; you’ve wet your diaper plenty of times before.” Mimi didn’t know what to say or do, so she just stood trying to suppress her tears while she waited for her mom to inevitably change her.
The whole experience had not been a pleasant one, but at least in that instance she was lucky enough to have been changed right away. In the same week Mimi had had another difficult experience, and again it was something she hadn’t seen coming.
This time she had at least managed to make it to the sofa before she had an accident, but still, having her diapers on show meant that everyone would be able to tell anyway.
Ally had been the first to notice. Surprise, surprise, Mimi thought, no doubt she had been watching like a hawk, waiting for the first sign that she could stick her big nose in.
“Um, Mimi, I think you had a little accident in your diaper.” She said with false concern directly at her sister, but unnecessarily loud enough that the whole room could hear.
Mimi tried desperately to not give Ally the satisfaction of appearing bothered, but it wasn’t easy since being wet was far more embarrassing than simply just being in a diaper. Oh well, she figured it was probably for the best. Her mom would have found out sooner or later and at least now she would be changed without the trouble of having to ask.
But her mom didn’t say anything. She looked over upon hearing Ally’s declaration, but just went right back to what she was doing without so much as sigh.
“Um, Mom? I think Mimi needs a diaper change…” Ally said after a few moments of dissatisfaction.
“Geeze, I’m right here!” Mimi said sounding annoyed, “Don’t talk like I’m a moron.”
“What are you getting at me for?” Ally replied, not quite sure what to make of Mimi’s little attack. “You do need a change don’t you? I was only saying…”
“O.k. that’s enough girls.” Their mom interjected, “I can see Mimi’s diaper just fine. I don’t think she needs a change just yet.”
“What?!” The two girls said in unison.
“It looks like it was only a small accident, right hun?” she was right, the diaper had only swelled a little.
“Huh?” Mimi asked, still not quite understanding, “but I’m wet…”
“I know babe, but your diaper can handle more than that so I don’t think we need to change you right away. It just means you’ll have to stay in it a little while longer?”
“But I don’t wanna stay in it…” Mimi pleaded.
“Don’t worry, I’ll change you later o.k?” Mimi realised that she was in no position to negotiate terms of her changes; she had kind of given away that right by lounging around in soiled diapers without caring, so that was the last to be said on the subject.
Not that Mimi did mind being in a wet diaper, she really didn’t care if she had to stay in her own mess, but she hated when others could see. Being forced to wait for a change was one thing, but having to sit around in an obviously wet diaper made it ten times more embarrassing. She couldn’t help but feel ashamed that everyone else knew what she had done in her diapers.
On the plus side, as a pleasant contrast to her new home life, school was actually getting better. She was getting used to wearing her diapers, and it didn’t take long before she realized that she even preferred them over pull-ups.
Sure, pull-ups were better when Mimi was still trying to use the bathroom, but once she started using them on purpose she had to be very careful not to flood them and leak. Diapers on the other hand made it a lot easier to go freely. She quickly realized that she could wet more or less whenever she wanted without having to worry.
At first she was still a little apprehensive about filling her diapers too, since the pull-ups had never been able to handle it so well and she was still worried about being obvious. However during maths one day, not long after she had switched back to diapers, Mimi found herself daydreaming. This wasn’t unusual for Mimi would tended to daydream a lot. Its not that she found maths boring, it was just one of her stronger subjects so she actually found it to be a little too easy.
So there she was, quickly lapsing into her own thoughts, when she felt the urge. She didn’t think too much of, lost in her own world as she was, until of course she actually messed herself.
Panic overwhelmed her as she immediately snapped out of her dream. Mimi was kind of used to just pooping unexpectedly, especially if she wasn’t paying attention, but this time she was at the very start of class. It was unlikely that she’d be able to excuse herself and go to the bathroom.
She tried anyway, but was promptly told that she should have gone before class. Unfortunately Mimi wasn’t the kind of confident person who could argue her case, so she just kept quiet and wished Cat was there. Not that Cat would have been able to help so much, since she didn’t know that Mimi pooped herself…
As the lesson wore on, Mimi tried to forget all about it and actually concentrate on her work. She didn’t want to think about the inevitable smell that she was likely to create. If she thought about it too much she was in danger of creating radical scenarios in her head, most of which involved the end of her life as she knew it.
When the bell finally rang, Mimi only remembered what she’d done once she stood up. The panic briefly returned as she prepared to dash out of the class, until she realized that she’d actually made it the whole way through the class without further incident. She could faintly smell herself if she really tried, but it was in no way as obvious as she feared it would be.
Mimi felt liberated. She could go through a whole period while messy without being found out! That was going to make things a lot easier for her, and needless to say she didn’t think twice about filling her diaper from then on.
Changing was no problem too. It was becoming routine to just go into the bathroom to change, and if she really had trouble with needing privacy or taking too much time, Cat now had her back.
All in all, wearing diapers at school made it very easy for Mimi to just go freely. Knowing that she could use her diapers and safely change later meant she didn’t really have to pay attention. It was quickly becoming natural for her to not even think about it. Mimi truly believed that her plan was finally in a position to really pick up speed.
Her confidence was rapidly increasing, until Cat finally brought up arrangements for the sleepover…
The End of Mimis Struggle – Chapter Fourteen.
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