If You Act Like A Baby – Chapter Three – Visit to the Park
Jamie was feeling nervous as he walked through the park with Leo. He had secretly put on a diaper under his clothes before leaving the house, and he could feel the bulky bulge between his legs as he walked.
He had decided not to wear his plastic pants because they were noisy and he was worried that the rustling might expose his babyish secret. He didn’t want anyone to see him, especially not his school teacher who happened to be walking in the park at the same time. In an attempt to avoid her, he grabbed Jamie’s hand and began walking quickly in the direction of the children’s playground and towards Leo’s favourite spot, the sandbox that was full of toddlers around his age.
Leo was soon having a great time playing in the sandbox, while Jamie sat on the bench to the side. He wished he could join in, but knew that it would look suspicious if he started playing in the sandbox like a toddler and that it would be more likely for his diapered bottom to be exposed to all of the adults watching their children.
So he sat on the side, waiting patiently. As the minutes ticked by, Jamie started to feel a strong urge to go to the bathroom. Having worn diapers for the entire summer, he had become accustomed to wetting them whenever he needed to go. In the beginning, it had been difficult for him to pee in a diaper and he had to force himself to let go, but now it had become almost automatic to wet the diaper whenever he felt the slightest urge to pee. It wouldn’t be easy to remove his diaper so there was no chance of him being able to run off to some bushes nearby and the nearest restroom was a five minute walk and he couldn’t possibly leave Leo on his own in case anything happened.
He sat there contemplating his options. If he wet the diaper then he was worried that someone he knew might see him and he would be outed as a diaper wearing baby, who still had to wear diapers and the bulge around his crotch would probably be even more obvious after he had wet himself. On the other hand, he was wearing diapers for a reason and they were designed for exactly this reason. They were meant to prevent accidents and keep his pants dry.
He had become so resigned to wearing diapers and acting like a toddler with Leo that he had almost convinced himself that he belonged in them. He was also secretly quite turned on by the prospect of wetting himself in public because it would be a very babyish thing to do and the thrill of wearing a wet diaper, without anyone else knowing, was quite exciting.
He continued to consider the pros and cons of the various options open to him. The likelihood of seeing anyone he knew was very slim and if he did see anyone then they were not likely to be looking at his crotch anyway so he reasoned that there was little prospect of being found out and he may as well as use the diaper for its intended purpose.
It soon became apparent that the choice was going to be taken out of Jamie’s hands anyway. It was too late, his body had made the decision for him.
He couldn’t hold the pressure any longer and without warning, he felt a warm wetness spreading across the front of the diaper. He panicked, as he realised that there was no way for him to stop himself wetting the diaper.
Jamie was shocked at how quickly it had all happened. He knew that he had become more accustomed to using his diaper in recent weeks but he didn’t realise that it had become an automatic reaction for his body to use the diaper, without waiting for his instruction. It was quite scary that his control had weakened so much, in such a short space of time, especially given that he knew that he wouldn’t always be able to rely upon the security of wearing a diaper to save him.
He felt a twinge of embarrassment as he finished soaking his diaper. He looked around nervously to see if anyone was looking at him but was relieved to see that everyone in the playground was happily playing and distracted by their own little ones. He signed with relief as he finished emptying the final streams of urine, and felt the pressure from his bladder lift while the warm feeling around his crotch spread.
It was already evident to Jamie that the diaper was a lot heavier than it was a few moments ago. He knew that he had absolutely soaked it. He discreetly moved his hand down towards his crotch and prodded the diaper to assess how full it was.
He soon realised that there was a reason why Leo wore plastic pants with his cloth diaper. Jamie had always worn his plastic pants at home which had prevented leaks but the plan to leave them at home to reduce the chance of his secret diaper wearing being discovered had spectacularly backfired.
Without the protection of the plastic pants, Jamie had wet through the diaper and it had not held all of the pee. He could feel wet patches forming at either side of his crotch. He panicked, wondering what to do. He couldn’t go home like this, but he couldn’t exactly change his diaper in the park either.
To decide on his next course of action, he knew that he needed to find out how bad the problem was. He carefully lifted his bottom off from the bench in order to make a more informed assessment of the damage. His worst fears were confirmed when he felt pee start trickling down his legs. His eyes widened in panic and his heart began to race as he realised the severity of the situation he was in. Hazel had told him earlier that she would be back from work a bit earlier than normal so the option to wait until it got dark or the park got quieter was off the table too because he wouldn’t be home in time and had left evidence of his diaper wearing on display which he needed to clear up before she arrived home.
He was resigned that there was no way that he could make it out of the playground without noticing and reasoned that it would be best to make a quick exit and pray for the best.
Jamie nervously stood up and called for Leo to come over. He tried to be as subtle as possible, hoping that no one had noticed the wet patch on the front of his diaper. He also positioned his hands over the front of his crotch in an attempt to reduce the risk of someone seeing what had happened.
“Come on Leo, we have to go home now,” Jamie said, trying to keep his voice steady.
Leo looked up at him with a confused expression and shook his head side to side.
“Nooo…. I play.” Leo muttered with a sad face.
“I know you want to stay, buddy, but we have to go home now. We can play in the sand box at home and I’ll make your favourite thing…. Jelly and Ice Cream.” Jamie was desperate to avoid a tantrum and was prepared to promise anything to avoid Leo drawing attention to them.
“No….” Leo stubbornly refused, as he started to stomp his feet and make a bit of a scene, leading to some of the other parents looking over at them.
“Please Leo…. I really need you to come with me now. Pretty please…”
Leo only spoke a few words, which often made little sense to anyone else but he was strong-minded and it was difficult to change his mind once he had made a decision.
Jamie stood there patiently, praying that Leo would back down and follow him quietly out of the playground so that they could make it home.
After a brief pause and the threat of a full blown temper tantrum, Leo relented and took Jamie’s hand to signal that he reluctantly was prepared to go home. Jamie breathed a sigh of relief as he had navigated the first stage of his escape plan and had renewed optimism that he might be able to make it back without being found out.
But that optimism quickly turned to despair when he turned to leave with Leo and found himself face to face with his school teacher, Mrs. Jenkins.
“Hello Jamie,” Mrs. Jenkins said with a warm smile. “How have you been enjoying your summer holidays?”
Jamie swallowed hard, trying to think of a response. “It’s been good, Mrs. Jenkins. Just been babysitting Leo today. He was playing in the sandbox over there.” Jamie gestured towards the sandbox, where lots of toddlers were shouting and busily shovelling sand from one bucket to another.
Mrs. Jenkins nodded. “I see. Well, it’s good to keep busy during the summer. And how is Leo doing?”
“He’s doing well,” Jamie said, trying to keep the conversation short. “But we really need to get going. I have to change his diaper.”
Leo looked surprised at this accusation. “I…. not….accident”
Leo’s denial may have been incoherent to some, but it was clear to Mrs. Jenkins and Jamie that he was protesting the allegation that he needed a diaper change. Jamie was becoming increasingly concerned that he was about to be found out.
Mrs. Jenkins raised an eyebrow. “Oh? Are you sure everything is alright? You seem a bit flustered”
Jamie’s face turned red with embarrassment. “Y-yes, everything is fine. It’s just that, um, Leo had an accident so I need to get him back and I have to get back too.”
Leo was clearly angry at Jamie’s incorrect allegation and repeated his defence passionately. “I…. not… accident… you”
Jamie’s face turned increasingly red. He was worried that Leo had identified the issue and was about to expose him so he interrupted the toddler. “Leo, that’s enough.”
He could tell that Mrs. Jenkins was suspicious and maybe even a bit concerned. He needed to urgently find a way out of this situation and decided that there was only way to stop Leo revealing his secret.
He turned away from Mrs. Jenkins in the direction of Leo, bent his knees and proceeded to lift the toddler into his arms. Jamie concluded that it was going to be the quickest way to get out of the playground and get home. He also hoped that holding Leo would help hide his problem!
What Jamie didn’t realise is that he had exposed his diaper and accident to a shocked Mrs. Jenkins when he bent over to pick up Leo.
His underwear was supposed to hide the diaper but had slipped down at the same time that his jumper rode up, unmistakably revealing the top of the diaper. In fact, it was even worse than that for Jamie because he had also exposed his bottom to Mrs. Jenkins, giving her a clear view of the wet patches that had formed at the sides of his crotch. There was no room for doubt, she had seen that Jamie was wearing a diaper, a wet diaper!
The End of If You Act Like A Baby – Chapter Three
Written by: BacktoBabyhood – Chapter Three
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