Mimis struggle – Chapter Thirteen
No one was waiting for Mimi when she arrived home, which struck her as very unusual. The fact that the kitchen was empty wasn’t particularly abnormal, as her mother would often be elsewhere in the house and only come in to the kitchen when she heard Mimi return. Today however, Mimi had waited the customary few seconds to give everyone else a chance to register the door opening, but still no one came. It was entirely possible that Ally hadn’t come home from school yet, but her mother’s disappearance was a bit surprising, especially since she needed a change.
All was revealed when Mimi decided that she would put her feet up and watch T.V. Entering the living room; she finally received a greeting form her mother who was poised on the floor wrapping what Mimi assumed to be her father’s birthday presents.
“Good day?” her mother said, looking up when it became obvious that Mimi was home.
“Same as always…” Mimi lied. The day had certainly not been like any other day of her life.
“I’m glad to hear it.”
After a few moments Mimi realised that her mother wasn’t about to stop what she was doing to check her. The thought of asking to be changed never crossed her mind, so she began getting comfy on the sofa and flicking through T.V channels.
Try as she might, Mimi couldn’t keep her eyes from the various wrapped and unwrapped gifts lying around the floor. She recognised the shirt and tie set that they had bought together at the mall, but there were so many more. Almost all of them were wrapped by now, and the ones that weren’t seemed to be in unobvious boxes or packets, making it very difficult to identify anything. Some of them seemed very large, and in a lightly excited way Mimi wondered if any were for her birthday, which was coming up soon. It wouldn’t be like her mom to use the same kind of wrapping paper, but still it was worth thinking about.
Once all the presents were wrapped to a satisfactory degree, her mother disappeared and reappeared several times taking different items with her, presumably to hide them in cunning places away from the eyes of her father. He wasn’t the sort of man to go spoiling a surprise, but this way they could keep the whole affair low key – the way he liked it. It was a trait that Mimi had also inherited.
When her mother finally came back into the room once all the presents were gone, she wasted no time in taking care of other business. Mimi wasn’t sitting in an especially convenient position, meaning the daily after school check was a bit awkward. She couldn’t get to the rim of Mimi’s diaper, so her mother had no choice but to check from underneath. The easiest way to go about it was to look up her daughter’s skirt, so without even asking she hoisted Mimi’s legs into the air and slid her butt a little closer to the edge of the sofa. Mimi didn’t resist, but had to lean her head far to the side so that she could still see the T.V. It would probably have been easier just to ask Mimi if she needed a change, but this kind of awkward check was becoming increasingly common – her mother had taken to not always asking and as a result Mimi had stopped telling.
It was immediately obvious that Mimi was loaded.
“Oh, I didn’t realise you needed a change so badly hun. Why didn’t you say anything? I would have taken care of it right away. The wrapping could have waited.”
Because if you’re not going to ask me, why should I tell you? Mimi thought to herself. It makes no difference to me, so what’s the point…
“I didn’t know.” Was the best response that Mimi could think of before realizing how ridiculous it sounded. Even babies knew when they’d pooped their diapers.
“Er, I mean I forgot.” She quickly rectified, “I just forgot.”
“Its o.k., I’m sure you had such a busy day.” Her mother said, talking as you would to a toddler after their first day at kindergarten.
While she was being changed, Mimi thought it would be a good time to bring up her conversation with Cat. At least the parts that concerned her anyway.
“So mom,” Mimi began, “I was talking to my friend today and, um…” hmmm, how best to phrase it so that her mom wouldn’t let her go? That was the key. It would have been easier to never mention it and then lie to Kitty, but she promised her friend that she’d ask, and that was important.
“So my friends are having this wild party soon, lots of boys, probably some booze too, and they asked if I could come. Obviously I wanted to ask you first to see if it’d be o.k.”
It was a little bit… embellished she knew, but still near enough to satisfy her conscience when she inevitably had to tell Cat, in all truth, that her mother had said no.
“Of course dear, you don’t need to ask me if you want to hang out with your friends.”
Yep, now that was out of the way Mimi only had to tell her friends that she couldn’t – What?!
“What?!” she announced out loud.
“It sounds like fun. I think you spend too much time stuck in your room; a girl your age should get out and socialise a bit more.”
A girl my age? Maybe if you treated me like a girl of my age then I would go out more! Girls my age don’t pee their pants! Mimi wanted to scream, but instead she phrased it a little more conservatively.
“Gee thanks mom, that’s really cool of you. I just figured that, you know, since I won’t be able to wear diapers at the party you might not think it’d be such a good idea, but if you’re sure you wanna take that risk then great. I can’t wait…” she said, hoping her mother would take the hint.
“Oh don’t worry about that dear.”
“Huh? Really? You mean you’re fine with it?” Maybe it wouldn’t be such a bad party after all.
“Of course, like I said I want you to go have fun. Who knows? Maybe you’ll talk to a boy for once.” Her mother winked in an awkward fashion which Mimi didn’t appreciate, but her mind was too close to euphoria to care. She wished she’d have gone to a sleep over sooner! If she’d have known her mom would be this cool she’d have organised one every week! At someone else’s place of course.
“Thanks mom!” she said with genuine sincerity this time.
“No problem Mimi, I keep telling you I’m a cool parent.” Her mother replied, “And if you need a change then I’m sure someone will help you. Which friend is it? I’ll just leave some diapers with their parents. If you like I can phone ahead of time and make sure its o.k”
If her mother had said anything else after that, Mimi didn’t hear it. The sound of a train wreck in her head was so loud it blocked out everything else. It took her several moments to even think of a comeback.
“N-no.” she mumbled. “I thought… I thought maybe I could change myself? You know, since it’s a party and everything.” Mimi was aware that she’d originally assumed she wouldn’t be in diapers at all, but didn’t want to push her luck. After all, she was currently still being changed.
“Don’t be silly dear; there’ll be plenty of people to do it for you. Don’t worry about it.” From similar conversations in the past, Mimi knew that her mother thought all her friends knew about the situation, despite her protests to the contrary. She never pushed it too far though, in case her mother felt the need to tell them all just to prove a point. Better to let her mother think what she wanted and just never have her meet her friends.
“And if you use the bathroom like a big girl then there’ll be no problem, right?” Yeah, like that was going to happen. Mimi wasn’t going to rely on her control, especially over night.
“But it’ll be weird mom; I don’t want anyone else to change me…”
“Awww, you only want your mom to do it huh?” Mimi couldn’t think of anywhere else to go with that, but at least it was away from the idea of her friends changing her so she just nodded her head.
“Hmmm, well I guess I could come over so long as its not too far away and it’s a night when I’m free.” Mimi hated the idea of her mom turning up at her friend’s house to change her diaper, but under the circumstances it was the more favorable option so she rolled with it.
“Please mom…” she whimpered.
“Oh alright then, I guess it would be better if I can make sure its being done properly. You’ll just have to call me when you need a change, alright?”
“Thanks.”She said. Great, some night that was going to be. Mimi was already dreading the call from her friends to confirm the date.
Being so lost in thought, as she sometimes was, Mimi didn’t realize the change was over until she looked up to see that her mother was gone and then looked down to see her new diaper fully in place. The latter was a little surprising, since being able to see her own diaper meant that she hadn’t had her skirt put back on. Looking around, the item was nowhere to be seen so she guessed that her mother must have taken it to the washing machine. Funny, she didn’t remember leaking today, but then that was the problem with leaks: sometimes you didn’t notice until it was too late. Mimi hoped that she’d only started leaking after school, and that no one on the way home noticed. They usually didn’t.
At first the lazy teen considered just sitting back down on the sofa to finish watching her show, but then thought better of it. Ally could be home at any minute, and Mimi didn’t want to think what her sister would say if she found her just sitting around in a diaper. She probably wouldn’t say anything, Mimi thought, but then her look would probably be enough. Better go put some sweat pants on or something; it wouldn’t take long so she wouldn’t miss too much essential viewing.
Mimi passed her mom in the kitchen on the way to her room, and then again on the way back down. She was cooking dinner both times, and the second time smelled even better than the first. Feeling hungry and curious to know what was going on, Mimi stopped to investigate.
“Hey mom, watcha’ cooking?” she said poking around the various pans and bowls.
“Nothing special, just some chicken with pasta, a few vegetables.” Her mother replied, still tending to the stove.
“Well whatever it is, it smells great!” Mimi announced still hanging around.
“Thanks d -“her words were cut off as she turned around to face her daughter, “Ah.” She exclaimed in sharp tone, looking down at Mimi’s sweat pants. She stopped, put down her utensils and turned the pans on low.
“Honey, there was a reason I didn’t put your skirt back on you.”
“I know… I can’t help it if I leak mom.” Mimi said rather embarrassedly.
“It wasn’t because of leaking, your skirt was surprisingly dry for a change.” The statement ended with a rising tone of humour, which kept Mimi clueless as to what was actually going on.
“Then what is it?”
“I think maybe it would be better if I could see your diapers.”
“But you just changed me, I’m not –“
“No, I mean all the time.” She said, cutting Mimi off before she could go any further down the wrong train of thought. It was a lot to ask, she knew, and once again she had gone for the ‘just do it and hope she takes the hint’ approach. However, like when she had put Mimi in diapers for school earlier that morning, Mimi had either been oblivious or deliberately difficult. Once again she prepared for a long explanation to make her daughter understand clearly.
“What I mean is –“
“You expect me to have my diaper showing?” Mimi exclaimed, immediately understanding.
“Just when you’re around the house.” Despite being surprised, her mother didn’t miss a beat.
“What for? What difference would it make apart from to embarrass me?” Mimi could see where this was going and it was making her a little angry.
“Firstly, everyone in this house knows you need diapers so there is nothing to be embarrassed about.” Her mother retorted rather seriously, “and secondly, I just think it would be easier to check on you. Today was a good example of how awkward it can be to check your diaper if you’re not paying attention.”
Mimi was astonished. Was she really being treated like a little kid who needed their diapers checking all the time? Sure she was a little bit to blame, when she thought about it she had been quite lazy recently, lounging around waiting to be checked instead of doing it herself, but that was no reason to go this far.
“Mom, I don’t think you need to go that far. I’ll be more careful from now on, o.k?”
“I’m sorry Mimi, it’s for your own good. I’m worried that you’ll get a rash.”
“B-but you don’t need to check me. I’ll tell you when I need changing!” Mimi hoped that trying to show some responsibility might work in her favor. After all, if her mother had just asked if she needed changing then she would have told her. It seemed unfair that she was supposed to be putting in all the effort.
“But that’s the problem sweetie; I don’t think you always know when you need changing.”
And there it was – the crippling blow. Mimi knew she wouldn’t be able to counter that argument, she had just admitted that she ‘forgot’ she needed changing earlier. She instantly regretted being so lazy. It had seemed like a simple enough concept at the time: why check your own diaper when someone will do it for you? But like everything else, what had appeared to be logical was now coming back to bite her in the form of her mother’s mis-understanding mind. She needed a new angle.
“But what if I leak? It’ll go straight onto whatever I’m sitting on. You said yourself it’s been happening more and more…”
“That’s the point Mimi; if I can see your diaper easily then I’ll be able to change you before you have a chance to leak.”Damn, that totally makes sense! Mimi scolded herself for not realising it before she went and dug herself in further. As always she was fighting an inevitably losing battle.
“But-”
“Come on now, you know I’m right dear. Let’s stop all this nonsense so we can eat, huh? Its nearly ready and you were just saying how good it smells. You must be hungry.”
With that, her mother slowly reached out and began lowering Mimi’s pants. Dejectedly, Mimi just hung her head and let it happen. Every time she thought there couldn’t possibly be any more freedoms to lose, she went and lost another. Something as simple as personal privacy was so easy to take for granted. Mimi had to hold back a tear as she thought about the newest horrible thing her life now had in store for her. Everyone would know what she had done in her diapers, maybe even before she did.
The End of Mimis Struggle – Chapter Thirteen.
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